Part of me has been feeling oddly at peace lately. I can't figure it out. I don't know why. I tried explaining it to John today and he actually understood what I was trying to say.
I feel like my soul has made peace with something, though my head hasn't quite caught up yet. And I don't know what it's made peace with. I just have this odd sense of it all being okay, of being content, of things making sense. I've even had less road rage!
John says that I should definitely listen to my soul; it's probably right. Our brains just mess it all up with too much thinking.
But what have I made peace with? Have I accepted my lot in life? Am I content with my place in the world? Will I be okay by myself, without getting married and having children? I don't know. I do know that my life isn't perfect (who's is?), there is a lot going on right now - crazy at work, Kristen's wedding coming up, searching for a new Fundraising VP at Junior League, and I've been really lonely lately. So how has my soul made peace with all this going on?
It's a confusing feeling. I'll let you know if I can unify my soul and my head sometime soon.